This Week
I have felt,
crazy mad
sad
empty
so confused
numb
anxious
annoyed
lonely in my bed
spiritual
hopeful
désespérée
I've hated the feelings this week
finally, a little peaceful
I have bought,
a Witchery cami
a Country Road cardigan and sweater
a French CD
hopefully a better vibrator than the last one
This weekend, I want to,
drink a beer
dance
sleep
meditate
learn something
wear high heels and flirt
try to resist my desperate desire to smoke
go back to who I am
crazy mad
sad
empty
so confused
numb
anxious
annoyed
lonely in my bed
spiritual
hopeful
désespérée
I've hated the feelings this week
finally, a little peaceful
I have bought,
a Witchery cami
a Country Road cardigan and sweater
a French CD
hopefully a better vibrator than the last one
This weekend, I want to,
drink a beer
dance
sleep
meditate
learn something
wear high heels and flirt
try to resist my desperate desire to smoke
go back to who I am
posted by Julia at 10:59 AM
9 Comments:
amen.
delphine
ps but i quit smoking and then started up again...so bad.
Enjoy it before you quit again. I had a packet last/this week and really did.
Sounds like a very emotional week.
Want me to bring down some 'C' size batteries?
ps - and don't smoke!
It has been, internally.
Do you like making lists?
Graffiti
You sound like you've sorted out the things you need to do to be feelin' happy again - that, my girl, is quite an achievement! x
Graffiti, not really, I like expressing myself in whichever way I feel like it at the time.
Luli, hopefully yes x
isn't it strange how far we can feel from ourselves sometimes? and then at others we're ourselves but in all the wrong ways.
hope you're feeling a bit better after the weekend.
Hope the vibrator helps :)
Bad luck on the week. Better luck next week!
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